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'there are things that are beautiful because you can never possess them.'

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that was what the king of the world said, when up till the end after everything he had tried, through both persuasion and violent methods, he could not get the woman he wanted.

by right, this should not be the case. the things we have, the things we cannot get, they should be beautiful even whether they are in our possesion or not. but because humans have the tendency to not cherish the things we already have, it makes the statement the king made true.

i myself have this kind of experience once. things that are too easily gotten will make us not cherish them. maybe it is because we don't work too hard for it, that's why we don't feel the rewarding experience. or maybe we got sick of it. be it things or humans, be it money or relationship. it happens to all. it is just that, for some, the consequences of finding it out too late is not that big, for some, we have drastic changes in our lives. whatever it is, we realized it too late, and cherished too late what we should have treasured long ago.

i made myself promise, to no one, but to myself, that i would cherish the things i have. the friends i have, the life i have now...etc. i live in a not so bad world, and even though sometimes it sucks, it actually still turns out to be not so bad in the end.

things that we cannot get, they will always be beautiful sometimes. yes, this is what i feel. not all things are like that, just some things. say maybe you cannot get into a school you want, well... it doesn't really matter, after some time. say, you cannot be with a person you love, and s/he will always be beautiful in your eyes, somehow. maybe you have that experience, maybe not.

beautiful things... because we cannot have them, that's why they will always be beautiful. the reason is simple. we will always have the same reverence for this one thing we cannot get, our wish to get that one thing will still be there.... as long as we have that attitude, it or that person will always be beautiful. because we will always cherish it. even though we don't have them.

the things you have now, many of them are beautiful, you know? if you look at them carefully, maybe your relationships, your friends, your family, your life, your career, your future.... maybe they are really beautiful. just that you don't know them. like i always say, i am talking about a normal life. for the n-th time, even though i have to repeat myself, i do not live in a tragic world, so i won't say anything about it, because i guess i don't have any right to do so. saying something and pretending to understand would be insulting those who live in that world.

everything you have is given to you by God. and it fits your life. of course, i cannot explain why there is famine, war, destruction, abuse....etc. i am not God, and i have no answer. so, maybe, if you are one living in such a world, the rest of this post may be meaningless or even hypocritical to you.

among all the business of study and work, of handling relationships and life problems, have you found out the beautiful things God has given you? have you taken the time to appreciate them? i cannot say i appreciate them fully. i mean, i am a human too, like you. i get caught up by stuffs, i get swayed by whatever i was feeling at that time. but i try to appreciate.

sometimes i detest my boss. and then i worry for my exams in school. i fret about finances. i got angry with my friends. but they too, are beautiful in a way, right? if i detest my boss, at least i have a job when there are many others who are desperately looking for any decent job. if i worry for my exams, at least i can go to school and get an education. if i fret about finance, at least i don't have to starve to death and live in the open like those in the warring countries. if i got angry with my friends, at least, i have friends.

they are beautiful things. things you can get. things you already have. and also, there are things that will never be in your hands. they too, are beautiful. the things around you, the things God gives you, the things He created, they are beautiful.

so, while you can, cherish them. appreciate them. for the things you cannot get, at least, you once saw that goal and ran towards it. at least, you once burned with passion and reached out for it. at least, you know this beautiful thing/human in your life. at least, this beautiful memory will always be with you. it is regrettable that we cannot have everything. but, isn't that part and parcel of this beautiful life given to us?